Hiiiii!!!!
It's almost a year since my last post. Wooooow been a long time. I miss writing hahahaha
The reason is i forgot my password to this blog hahahaha silly excuse
So in my last blog i promised to write a review about hada labo face wash, too bad i already use it and since i forgot the password cant write the review, well i can just write the review without the pic though but i wont be able to give proof... too bad... but if you ask me am i gonna buy it again, i must say no, but it's ok for my skin, cheap too.
Well today i'm just blabbering ^^
So it happens that i'm pregnant now (my third) 8months, the baby gonna come out soon. Scared and can't wait.
Scared because this is going to be my 3rd c-section. Cant wait because well you know mommies ^^
Actually i kinda hope that this 3rd i can give birth normal. But the doctor said 'no u can't, too dangerous'. Sad, dissapointed, cant believe what i heard all mixed into 1 feeling.
I still want another baby if God permits. But actually the doctor already said its gonna be dangerous if i'm getting pregnant again. My husband said it's okay, but still...
I did a little research actually, about giving birth normally after c-section, it's very possible and i think it's called vbac (vaginal birth after caesarean) but it could happen after 1 times c-sec, after 2nd times the risk is higher for rupture. But i also found an article that there is a woman that can give a normal birth after 2 c-sec, well when i told this to my doctor he said its too risky. There goes my hope T.T
But hey if you happened just 1 time c-sec maybe you can think about go normal the 2nd time, my friend succeed give the 2nd birth normal after c-sec just recently, of course with condition your baby is in place, no other health condition like pre-eklamsia, gest diabetes etc.
So if you're going to give birth soon opt the normal birth, the healing is way more faster and not gonna hurt you for years, the c-section uurrrgghh long term recovery, sometimes you can still feel hurt in your c-section scar.
Oh well thats all i guess, im sleepy (-_-) hormones hahahaha, hope i'm gonna write anything else soon. See u guys !! Thanks for reading my blog
Love,
EB
